Once a week

Once a week I go down on my knees and ask for your forgiveness
Having let my better judgement slide and used up my excuses
I push that button marked 'sorry' once again
And your heart just opens up and lets me sneak back in
Deserving none of this your touch, your warmth, your kiss

Because I let you down and you let me off
Once a week when once is more than enough
You could have run oh long ago
But you're just stronger than me, stronger than I will ever know

Once a week I just do as I please and celebrate my madness
Giving no preference to thought and ignoring your great sadness
I push that button marked 'panic' once again
I blow my mind and try to find the secret door within
Revealing all of this, the life I fear I've missed

Because I let you down…
Because…